Today I had the worst melt down I didn’t want to speak with anyone I just wanted my partner to hug me and tell me everything is ok it’s just a dream, but I know it’s reality and that I am a mommy of an angel. It’s hard to understand why and it’s hard to stop thinking they say time helps and yes it does but there’s days that it’s like your reliving it all over again and all I want is my baby with me and it’s impossible I know am not the only one that has passed through this and that there is many other mommies that have lost their babies today 10/15/18 it was the day to remember pregnancy and infant loss awareness we’re many turned on a candle at 7pm in memory of their lost angels
I'm so sorry for your loss. I want to first off say, you're not alone. The first major melt down I had was when I had to go back to the obgyn for a checkup. Seeing all the expecting moms and new moms with their newborns in the office took everything out of me. It's like it ripped open every bit of healing my heart had accomplished and I was back to day one. Know that it gets better. Healing isn't linear. It has ups and downs. I myself am still struggling, but it has gotten better. It will get better. There may not be many or any in your life that understand what you are going thru but know that we here do. We know your pain, your suffering, your heartache, and we are here for you. I pray for comfort for you, for healing. You will get thru this.
Jxrayu yes there are many in my family who don’t understand all they say is you can always have another one or it happened for a reason they just want me to be strong and I want to I want to be me again but this is something I don’t know how to feel and so I just want to be left alone by others because I can’t be strong at the time......thank you for the comment
I'm so sorry S.B.C. My heart is with you and your family. You're stronger than you'll ever know and you will get through this. Just take it one day at a time. Jxrayu is right - we're all here for you... to read your story, share our own and lift each other up on the worst of days. I hope Share becomes a place of support and friendship for you like it has for so many families.
Lots and lots of love,
You're entitled to grieve. To feel the way you feel. And to grieve in whatever form you feel necessary to heal. Do not feel less for "taking longer" than the rest of the world thinks it should take to grieve our loss. Just as every loss and baby is special, precious, and different, as is every loss. Each is on an individual basis. We will all heal differently. I pray today is a better day.
Thank you I really appreciate it Jxrayu & LauraGordillo
Hugs to you. This is never an easy ride to walk. Know you are never alone and so many of us here have walked a similar road.
TrinitysMommy thank you
I'm so sorry about your lose I have had three miscarriages and and it took me a long time to get though with them but it never goes away the hurt of a lose of a child. I wanted to be alone all the time it felt like i was been punish by someone but in OCT 2014 my little miracle boy that was born 1b 14 oz at 25 weeks brought that joy back in my life so say strong you not alone
Baby Austin mother thank you I appreciate it
We help moms have full-term pregnancies and healthy babies. And if something goes wrong, we offer information and comfort to families. We research the problems that threaten our babies and work on preventing them.
© Privacy, terms and notices