My birthday was this week and all I wanted to do was hang out with my family at my parents timeshare. My big brother was able to come down and it was fun. We went to dinner on my birthday and right before the waitress brought my birthday desert with a candle a baby cried somewhere in the restaurant. As I blew out that candle I thought what if my birthday wish or just wish in general came true and it was Scott for me to hold just one more time.
Those moments, those moments of wishes, hopes, and dreams. How now they all center on one thing if only I could get that ultimate wish of one more time....I shared this with no one just because I didn't know how to articulate it to my family. Not sure why I didn't share it with my husband knowing he would "get it" But here I share it I guess because you all would really and truly get it. Know that I"m not going crazy just letting that ultimate wish deep in my heart come forth. Just one more moment, one more hug, one more kiss.
Just when you think you're safe, there's a baby somewhere in the background. Sometimes it can be such a welcoming sweet sound and other times, I feel like my eyes are darting around for the nearest exit! I hope that you had a nice birthday though and I know this was a milestone one. Deep breaths. I wish for similar moments too. I am still learning to letgo.
So, what kind of cake was it? Was this dessert getting passed around with multiple forks or did you park it right in front? I need details. Yum!
I'm late in posting, but just want to let you know I'm thinking of you. I'm glad that you had a nice birthday.
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