Living my new normal

The mind is an interesting thing..

  • I hope everything is okay with your thyroid.  I can only imagine how nasty those flashbacks must have been.  Many hugs to you!


  • Oh Nikki, I'm sorry. Reliving those moments are downright awful. I'm sorry that you found yourself in that situation with the ultrasound. And I can only imagine what milestones such as kindergarten must feel like for you. Big hugs!

    I hope all is well with your thyroid. Sending good vibes for you.



  • I am sending you hugs Nicki! Every year is hard, but the should have been milestones are so difficult. I remember thinking the exact thing when it was our angel's time for Kinder enrollment and I had the others doing online. I never carried any of mine to term and was nearing the end of our timeline. I was so close to realizing one of my greatest dreams. It still hurts to have it ripped away like that. The helplessness is painful. I hope that you take it easy as this school year brings up a lot. Hoping the thyroid is okay. I am sorry for the flashbacks.

    Did U2 already visit you? They are coming to Phx soon:)

    More hugs,


  • All the "what ifs" can be so haunting.

    Being anywhere near a sonogram machine is hard for me too.  So many emotions tied to it all.

    I hope everything is ok with your thyroid.



  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your Scott. I understand that feeling of being tricked by the universe and my heart goes out to you. I'll be thinking of you and sending good wishes