It's been a long time since I've blogged and oh so much has transpired recently. My mother moved in which has been a complete blessing. Just her presence helps keep me sane. My sister and her family has temporarily moved in also. That has been good and bad. I do love having my nephews live with me but it's certainly a lifestyle change to have a 3 year old and 6 year old living with you full time. Broke up with a boyfriend who was let's say "dead weight" and that's been wonderful. I've come to far in life to raise a 39 year old child. That was your mothers job. On the other hand my first love has floated back into my life. This story is something you would see on a talk show. Back in June I got a friend request from my first love whom I haven't spoken to since 1997. He was a student in Kentucky but then had to go back home to Georgia. His original plans were to come back to Kentucky immediately and for us to start our life together. Once he got back home his mother wouldn't let him comeback. He was 18 at the time and I was 19. We stayed in touch for the next year by writing letters and talking on the phone but then I moved to another city and we lost touch. So when I received the friend request on facebook you could of knocked me over with a feather. He said that he's been looking for me for the last 17 years. He has been married, divorced, is now a parent and is well established in Georgia. The only thing that was missing in his life was me. He said he wasn't going to stop until he found me. It's been a awesome worldwind of emotions. It's kept my mind busy which is a wonderful distraction. I finally feel like I may be getting my "happy" back. I know the next month is going to be a tough one because Zacc's 2nd Birthday is coming. I have mixed emotions as the day approaches but I feel like I may be a little better prepared than I was last year. We will see I guess
That's a houseful! I am on pins and needles wanting to hear more about this love back in your life! It makes me so happy to see you write you have some of your happy back. It's so amazing when that happens, I know it can still be shaky, and I"m sure with Zacc's birthday approaching things can always get out of balance, but it doesn't take away from the beauty of even having one of those "happy" back days. I will be thinking of you extra as his birthday approaches- lean when you need. We're here.
I can't wiat to hear more about this new guy!!! Many hugs to you as your sweet boys birthday approaches. Trinity's is next month too and anxiety is setting in. Can't wait to hug you at SU!
Wow--you've had a lot going on!!! I'm glad that the multiple transitions have gone well. The breakups are often difficult, but it sounds like you're doing well with that and that great things were waiting on you!! Georgia is a great state if you end up moving!!! LOL!! Keep us posted....you've got us wondering what next!
Nesha, I am glad to hear that family is around you and you are taking the new transitions in stride. I'm sorry to hear about the dead weight. You don't need any of that. Hard enough to be an angel parent as it is and then to mother a man child on top of everything else. You need peace and happiness. I hope former flame is true to his word and can offer everything that you deserve. I'm going to be thinking about you as your son's angelversary slowly approaches.
Sending you hugs,
So happy to see an update from you. :) I am glad that you discarded some dead weight and have found someone who makes you happy. I can't wait to hear more. As to monkey's birthday I hope that his birthday brings you some reflection on his amazing albeit short little life and also is easier than last year. Like Lauren said we are always here.
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