Some time in the evening yesterday the bleeding finally stopped after all these days of bleeding. Today I haven't bled & I hope it stays that way. They did an ultrasound yesterday & they said nothing has changed but my baby Eden is doing very well. The tech even told me that she has some hair!!! She showed me the white hairline shinning around her head & I thought it was just amazing because both my boys were born bald & seeing the bright white of hair around her head was just amazing. I told my boyfriend about it later on during the day & he was surprised & seemed excited by it. Yesterday was also a group thing me & the mom next door attend to to just get out of the room & it was about the NICU. She had both her boys there because they were born at 32 weeks but my boys were born full term so this was all new to me. I learned a whole lot yesterday & I felt at ease with everything the nurse spoke about. This morning Jas came to visit me, he woke me up & I was so excited to see him. We ate breakfast together & he drew on two canvases. He also listened to his baby sister's heartbeat thru the monitor when they were monitoring her! He was very excited to hear it, he even said her heartbeat was too loud! Hahaha. A few minutes before they did the monitoring, he was laying his head against my chest & he said he could hear my heartbeat & he was trying to "beep" to the rhythm of my heart & then he goes "mommy, I hear your heartbeat but I can't heart baby Eden's heartbeat" so I explained why he couldn't hear it with his ear & when the nurse came in I was so happy because he would be able to hear her.
The knitting lady came by today & gave me a task but for some reason when I try to knit now it comes out too tight! It wasn't happening before so I found it very amusing. When she left I kept on trying but I noticed it started to get a little tight again so I stopped before I messed anything up. With crochet, I did another baby hat yesterday. I have no idea how many hats & headbands I want to make but I have so many colors here thanks to my boyfriend that I'm even doing two colors in one hat. All my hats have been in different sizes & never come out the same but they are very easy now for me to do. All the nurses & doctors that come in here are amazed with the stuff I have made so far & they encourage me to do more. With the blog & the support of the nurses here my days have been bearable. I just hope the bleeding eases for now & calms down so I won't be so stressed & nervous anymore.
I also received an e-mail today that really brightened my day, I was so thankful for it.
I understand where you are comeing from with all your fear! I also have plasenta previa its so scary when you bleed the first time it happened to me I thought I was miscarriage I rushed to the hospital to find out I had a small blood clot and I was hospitalized for two weeks! Being in the hospital is hard exapecally when I couldn't see my daughter everyday and when I did she her she wanted nothing to do with me because of my iv's lines! I also thought myself to make baby hats! You can do this I know it's hard !! I started haveing complications at 21 weeks and I am 25 weeks now ! I take one day and one week at a time!! I am here for you ! I feel you we have a lot in common! I am so happy you had a good day today!
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