Welcome to Share. I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet Jonah. I can feel the love you have for him in your words, and I have no doubt that he felt all of that love during his too short time here with you.
There is no pain like the pain of losing a child. My daughter passed away 8 years ago, also due to prematurity. I found a lot of comfort in writing my feelings here on Share and knowing that there were others who understood. I hope you will find the same here.
I will be keeping you in my thoughts.