Hello and congratulations on your baby girl Karter! I'm so glad to hear that you are both okay, that she met her NICU goals, and is now snuggly at home with her family. It's totally normal to be having those flash-backs and to be reliving those moments. I had a placental abruption 8 years ago. My son did not survive and I almost didn't. I lost 60% of my blood and had numerous transfusions to save me. I found this site a few days after that happened and it provided me with an immediate outlet to put all of the emotions and pain. Like you, it was the first time that I had subscribed to anything online and shared such personal stuff. This site offered support when I needed it the most and I still lean on it from time to time. I hope that it can do the same for you. When we share, we heal ourselves and maybe others too as there is always wonderful insight to be found in love and loss. I hope to read more about your little girl and her big brother as they grow.
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