Hello and welcome to share. I am so very sorry for the loss of your sons. I lost my first baby Josie to Trisomy 18, almost 11 years ago. Losing is still the worst thing I have ever survived and some days I still feel it, but I with support and resources like this site I can talk about her short life and know that it meant something. Please know we are here for you and you are not alone.
Love and Hugs