Hello my name is Lashana. Back on December 15, 2011. I had my son at 28 weeks due to infection so they say. When I went into labor and had him the doctor said it was placenta abruption. Baby boy is now 6 years old healthy and doing great. Six years later, I tried again. This time is was a baby girl, I was so happy and excited. On Feb 24, 2018 I woke up soo much pain in adobmen and back. Rushed to the hospital. Doctors told me my placenta abrupted it was out of the blue and it happened sudden. When checked for heartbeat my baby girl was gone already. It devasted me that I had to deliver a stillborn girl. The daughter I was so happy to meet. I was 34 weeks pregnant. She would of been my 3rd child. I’m so devastated. I blamed myself for it all. Everything was going fine and good with this pregnancy. It was the hardest thing that I have ever had to go through. I want another baby girl but at the same time Im afraid of what might happen. My faith is strong. I just want one more chance to make a healthy baby.