Hello and welcome to Share. I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet babies. I too, lost my babies although not under the same circumstances. My twin girls Emilyn and Hailey were born at just shy of 21 weeks after I went into preterm labor. Losing a little one is so heartwrenching. It completely turns your life upside down. You think things that you never thought would enter your mind before, and feel like you are going crazy. Hang in there Mama, and reach out here or find someone to talk to to get you through this. Share was my refuge after losing my girls, it's where I came and finally felt normal because everyone else knew what I was feeling too. Looking forward to getting to know you better, and sending tons of hugs on the loss of your sweet three.