Welcome to Share Abigael. I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl. There are no words that can take away the pain. I found this site over 10 years ago now after we lost our baby boy. He was born sleeping as well. This grief journey is tricky. I have learned to just let the feelings come and accept all of them. When I stumbled onto the Share site, I didn't know if it was reassuring or just plain sad that so many other women and families were experiencing such pain. This site is a safe space where you can get out all sorts of thoughts and feelings. Hold onto hope and know that you're never alone.
Wishing you continued strength,