On January 16, I went in for a regular dr appointment and we sent to the hospital for high blood pressure, I was then flown to another town 3 hours away because our hospital was not equiped to handle my baby girl if she had to be delivered at 27 weeks. I lasted 6 days before she had to be at 28 weeks, she went straight to the nicu on January 21st. She had been there since and is doing good.
My biggest problem is she is 3 hours away! I had a csection so im limited on travelling alone for another two weeks. Also, i have an 8 year who has been an only child, so just the hospital stay away from myself and my husband affected him. So i have to be here with him and over there with her.
When im over there with her im worried about money, places to stay. So ive been going wed to thurs and then sat to sun, but i feel so guilty thats its not enough. Plus i over heard some of the nicu staff talk about how im not present enough, which makes me feel even worse then i already do. Im just trying to be a good mom to both, but the guilt is really weighing on me.