Welcome to Share. I am so very sorry to read about the loss of your baby girl. My heart breaks for you knowing there is another family enduring this kind of pain. I lost a son at 30 weeks also due to a placental abruption. That was over 8 years ago. I do not know if it ever really gets "better," but somehow with time, one learns to embrace the pain, understand the triggers, and welcome the tears when they come. For me, it is still such a release to get them out. I found this site shortly after our loss and it has been a wonderful and safe place to share my thoughts and feelings. It is SO hard to re-imagine a life without her. Please be easy on yourself and know that many here understand.
Thinking of you,