August 15,2017 was a normal day for me till like 9 in the morning, who knew that was going to be the last day i lost my daughter. It was going to be my first child, i was really excited and honored to be a mom. She was just 21 weeks and 1 day. It hurts so much that the doctor and nurses didnt want my princess aliah to have a chance to live. It was 6 pm when i had her and the nurses and doctors had told me they were going to let her die because she wasnt fully developed because of her lungs. When i held her she grabbed my index finger with all her strength and open and closed her mouth. She was alive for an hour, they just let her die, they never gave aliah hope to survive. I just dont know why god took her from me, why couldnt i enjoy to have her more time, i wanted to see her go to school, see her walk, see her grow up and call me mom. I made an angel that day, and loved her. I really dont have nobody to tell my real feelings because im scared they might laught. I just dont know what to do than this .