Hi everyone, I just lost my baby boy at week 26 last Wednesday 8/23. I did not feel his kicking for a few days but tried not too worried too much because I worry a lot and can't think about anything once I start worried. So my husband always tells me not to worry so much. I, however, felt really worried because my baby was too quiet. I could not focus on my work, could not think about anything but going to the hospital. So I went to hospital last Monday and the doctor seemed weird when she was doing ultrasound. I could immediately tell that the baby was died. I could not believe what was happening for a few days till I had to induce and labor the baby. My husband was crying a lot and said that was his fault because he thought I worried too much, but actually my feelings about the baby was right. He thought we should have been to the hospital as soon as possible. My tears did not come till the baby was born. I never blame us for his death. It just happened. I did not ever think this happen to us. It has been a week since my angel is gone, I cried less and less everyday, trying to accept the fact that is why I am sharing my story here. I know it takes time to heal myself emotionally and physically but I want to have a healthy baby as soon as we are ready. I know that another baby is not a replacement and my angel Tommy is always with us forever. But I want a HOPE and want to hold a healthy baby again. If anyone can give me some advice, please let me know.