Hello, and welcone to Share. My heart goes out to you on the loss of your precious baby. I, too, am a loss mom to twin boys who were born early at 22w5d and passed in March 2007.
This is a journey no parent should ever have to walk ... ever. But far too many of us have.
These early days are the worst, but I promise that you will get through them. Be kind to yourself, remember to breathe, and grieve how you need to grieve.
Please check in again and let us know how you are. And when you are up to it, consider starting a blog so that you can receive even more support.
We at Share are here to walk this journey with you.