Hello and welcome to Share. I am so very sorry for the loss of Jesse. I lost my daughter to Trisomy 18, 11 years ago this year. Sometimes the only thing you can manage is simply one breath at a time; one after another. Then you can take life as slowly as possible, be gentle with yourself and allow your heart to heal. Loss is a journey without a destination, and we are here for it with you. Please know you are not alone.
Love and Hugs