I loss my angel

On November 26th my life has change I loss my baby girl at 22 weeks every was going great with the pregnancy and then out of nowhere no heartbeat I cried so hard I run out the building. She was a totally surprise to me and my husband but wanted her so bad I knew she was girl from day one out connection was awesome. I got three other kids but I so hurt I scared to try again I love her so much I just ant to hold her and kiss her face so bad God please give me strength to move on