Scary Pregnancy

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I'm going to be 8 months this Friday & since the 1st of the month I have been in the hospital. I was getting ready for work & while I coughed as I brushed my teeth I felt like my baby was making me pee....a lot. So I kept brushing my teeth & when I was done, I went to sit on the toilet to pee to be shocked with the fact that it wasn't pee...that it was blood. 40 minutes later I was in the ER freaking out because it hadn't been the first time I had bled during the pregnancy, it had been my third time but the first two were in the start of the pregnancy & I had no clue why this was happening. Turned out that my placenta is covering my cervix completely & it's the reason why I was bleeding & I'm now considered a "high risk pregnancy" & I'm on hospital bed rest for the rest of the pregnancy. Saturday going into Sunday I had small contractions for a little more than an hour & both me & my boyfriend were freaked out & scared it would get worse. I have felt a little down because I'm mainly alone during the day while he works & I can't really see my boys (5 & 3). I haven't seen my oldest since I dropped him off at daycare & I haven't been my baby since Friday because it was his birthday & he was brought in for an hour or so. Not being able to be around them has it's ups & downs but I really miss them. My 5 year old has no idea what's going on because he is the type that worries a lot about me & I don't want him to worry so my boyfriend's mom is doing her best to keep them both occupied. This is a very scary pregnancy & I'm petrified...everyone is.

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  • Hello and welcome to share. I am so very sorry you are dealing with these risks during what is suppose to be a happy time. I can't imagine that being in the hospital is easy for you or your other two boys. I assure you that Share is a safe place where you can talk about your feelings, no matter what they are. I would reccomend starting a blog so that you can type out all of your feelings, kind of like a journal. That way we can also keep up with you and offer support. Hang in there.

    Love and Hugs


  • Hello and Welcome to Share.  I am so sorry you are having to go through this.  I can't even imagine how scared you must have been.  I am sorry that you are not able to see you other children while in the hospital.     I wish I could give you a huge hug, know you are not alone and that we are here for you when you need us!

    Much love and many hugs,