My first pregnancy... I lost my Tripplets @ 8 weeks. D&C was on 11.19.2020. Im having an exstreamly difficult time with this. I never knew it was possible to feel soo heartbroken. I'm searching high and low for any spark of Hope to hold on to.
I can't Eat, I can't Sleep, I can't Rest. My Heart Aches soo much. I have no significant other to share this pain with. I'm alone and my Tripplets are gone. I have been left with 3 huge holes in my Torso that are Raw and bleeding.
It is soo difficult to see any hope even a tiny spark of hope is almost impossible.
This is the most Painful & Unbearable, exsperience ever. I just cry and have a constant headache. I dont want to get out of bed.
What are some of the things that keep you going? Other than: other children or spouce which I do not have either. Also my family is Toxic and 1,400 miles away. I feel soo alone in this Pain.
I am sorry you feel like have to go through this alone. I understand the pain and the what ifs. One thing that has helped me the loss of my son is reading daily inspirations. It helped me in taking a small step forward.