Hi guys my name is keisanna I would like to share my story. It took me a while to become brave enough to speak of it because for such a long time it was a topic I avoided. Because I wish it never happened and thinking of it brought me so much pain. Where do I start?
Pregnancy was my biggest pain for the last 3 years I got married March 2016 and started a contraceptive that completely messed up my fertility. Family planning right ? Lol yes we tried planning and not rushing in too fast. But few months after I felt pregnant and had to discontinue ,my tummy grew I had all the symptoms but I keep getting negative result.did ultrasounds an they saw nothing but yet I'm experiencing pregnancy symptoms guys.it lasted for 9 months. After that I went from not being ready for a baby to baby crazy because I got attached to the idea of having a little one and I really wanted a baby.
One year after that I found out I was pregnant and this time omg we were so happy because I finally got a bright positive and went immediately to do a ultrasound as soon I missed my period. And found out and yes finally !!!! They saw signs of pregnancy but it was too early to hear heart beat so I was told to come back in 2 weeks ......... Guys I told everyone in my family and my friends how happy I was. But I wish I waited to share until I passed 3 months . because this made my pain harder. So let me continue. I show the ultrasound to my Dr and found out my OS was open so I was on bed rest immediately. He said I can loose the baby .My husband and I were so worried I rested .It was now the week to hear heart beat. I showed up excited! because i know I didn't lose the baby because I never bleed heavy . So there we were. the Dr was checking and looking worried! so this worried us then she said "did you bleed heavy?" I said "no " she say" I'm not seeing your baby you lost it" . I'm like what! How ! Is this even possible I rested. Any ways she said you need to go get a clean out because there is some remains in me.I stared to cry because I couldn't I lost my baby. Guys I'll fast forward because I will take forever typing everything.But basically after I went back to my Dr I explained I didn't loose it because I never bleed back after I rested and he listened an he ordered a ultrasound and he asked the Dr to look very closely.i lay down for about 1 hr and then I heard the Dr say in spanish molar .After this my dr told me I have molar pregnancy it has to be removed immediately ............ I got a DNC . Found out it was Complete molar pregnancy I then was monitored for 6 months I was perfect so my Dr Said im good .My period came back by the 4th month in the 6 and I got pregnant just after being cleared that I'm ok . guy's I'ma fast forward to saying found out it was yet another mole I cry I cry I cry couldn't believe I felt terrible ,I felt alone, I felt disappointed in my self for using contraceptive and messing my life up ...... Guys I then said I'm done I will forget of hopes of getting a baby.....2 days after my husband and I migrated we just wanted a new environment a fresh start forget about the pain, be away !!!!!!! But away together lol guys I have great news I now have a baby boy he was born in April. I have a blog I'll create on that but for now I wanna end by saying miracles do happen. molar pregnancy isn't the end, there is hope. please any one listens out there dry your tears keep praying don't give up you will have your baby and you will go pass all that pain .guys hope you enjoyed. Please forgive me for the lack of punctuation I do not have the time to do so typing is hard with my broken phone but i just wanted to share hope 3 years ago I would never believe I'll be a momma.guys I'm starting a YouTube page im gonna share my story follow me subscribe for more . guy's the more subscriber I have I will be able reach more persons spread the hope I would like to make it my job to council persons telling my story and give advice how I got through so the more subscribers I have will make this possible .guys have a blessed day .
By the way you will find me at
keisanna parasram on you tube . video coming soon subscribe and turn on notifications so you will be able see when I release .
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