I’m so broken . I had my son via emergency pre term c section at 26 weeks . He measured small at 22 weeks. He was born 1lb 1oz and I was terrified. He lived for 7 weeks before he developed Nec and transitioned into an angel baby. I sometimes feel like my body failed him because my placenta worked against him and didn’t provide what it should of. I feel so guilty . I cry almost everyday . I’m trying to stay strong but this is so heartbreaking .
I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy. I can't imagine the heartache you have each day for him. The feelings you describe are understandable. Please know that we are here for you as you mourn Zayn.