Four years and 2days later I still can't understand Why God would keep me alive after taking my son and my dream to have kids.
He told me I would have destroyed my son if He let him stay alive. I get it. I had lost my only loved one, my pastor and neice within months of each other. 8months later the son I never knew I was pregnant with died. I was unstable in my living situation and relationships. And my daddy's blood runs through my veins.
What could you possibly need with me God. You have let so much happen even while I tried to serve You. So many people search for purpose. I don't care to. I'm here because God is keeping me alive. And the days when I have the courage to think about what happened in my life and how my dream will never come true to be a mom. I'm down right angry.
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