Living my new normal

Scott's birth defect

  • Thank you for sharing Scott with us, Nicki.  

    So many questions.  So few answers.  It is so hard to accept that.

    Hugs to you!


  • Nicki, I am so sorry that Scott died. I am brought to tears imagining you holding his sweet fingers on yours. It is truly heartbreaking. It is scary how many things can change with birth and how many things that can affect how our little ones will live or die. Thank you for sharing your story, it means so much.


  • Thank you for sharing Nicki. "Why??!!" is a question that will always be in my heart, even when my mind tells me that it will never be answered.

    Love and Hugs


  • Thank you for sharing this side of your story. I cannot imagine how difficult that must  have been in the meeting with all the doctors to hear them say that. It's moving that what most people don't think twice about, the finger grasp can mean so much and bring so many memories about Scott to you. Every day I also have the "Why" question run through my head. It's hard since there is never a concrete answer. Thinking of you.