Living my new normal

This week...

  • Wow, That is an emotionally eventful week. I really dread when Keira's goes to Kindergarten, I have even put off preschool by telling myself that she needs time to adjust to being the only child at home during the day. Truth be told I am the one who needs to adjust. It's hard, super hard when a life event is completely gone from our lives because someone is completely gone. I think those are the things I mourn the most. The should have beens.

    I completely understand why you wanted to hold your friends baby. My nephew was born just two weeks before Arianna and the first time I saw him after she died I just held him for hours. It was hard but at the same time it eased the aching I felt in my arms even if it was just for a little bit.

    I hope next week is calm and uneventful.