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I've read how some women see and talk to their angels in their dreams. I had yet to experience this until Thursday night. I had been talking A LOT about him that night with my husband after our other boys went to bed. I don't know what else I had been dreaming about, but toward the end of my slumber, my son appeared. He was about 6 months old and was wearing a sleeper. His eyes were open and remember looking straight into his face as he was blinking away calmly. I said, "Oh, so that's what they look like." And then I didn't see his mouth move, but he said to me, "Am I dead?" I was really nervous and kind of scared at this point which is probably why I woke up soon after. I looked at him and I said, "Yes. Yes, you are." And I woke up. Weird, but I am so grateful for that dream. Perhaps it's my sub-conscious processing and starting to accept his death. I am approaching the one year mark and he is everywhere right now. A year ago yesterday, we had what was to be our last ultrasound. He was moving around so much and so active. Anyway, a very nice dream and very special for me. I am going to interpret it as he is doing okay, wherever he is.