Samarella's Journal

1 year and 5 months ......

  • I'm so glad you have Share to come to.  I really can't imagine what you have been thru.  Good luck to your sister...let us know how she is doing!  I think it's amazing that you threw her such a beautiful shower.  She must have been really touched!

    Take Care


  • I was so glad to see your post this morning!!

    I think of you often and wonder how you are doing.  

    I know how the heartache still remains sweetie.  It will ease in time but it never goes away completely.  We just learn to work through our emotions on a day to day basis.

    Hang in there and know that your sweet Trinity is watching over you with love and admiration.

    Best wishes to you and your family.  Your sister will be in my prayers.



  • I am glad you find share so comforting, and you are so right about us all being in this "club" that we didn't choose to be in.  I hope everything goes well for your sister and you have a beautiful niece in due time.



  • We've found that talking with the kids about their brothers seems to help.  They know Boston and Kai are in Heaven, they think when it rains, "Boston and Kai are watering the flowers with the angels".  As the grow, they'll have more questions, but for now we keep things pretty simple.

    You are really doing a very good job while your sister's pregnancy, I know it can be hard.  How sweet of you to throw her a babyshower, I'm sure she'll remember that for years to come.

    I'll keep my fingers crossed that the baby waits until her due date to arrive.


  • Ansley knows that Taylor lives in Heaven with Jesus.  She sometimes says that she wishes she were here to play with her.  It breaks my heart, but at least she knows about her.  

    I hope that things go well for your sister's pregnancy.  My sister is due on Feb. 4th and it's so hard to deal with, but at the same time--I'm so excited.  Please know that we're here when you need us.


  • Thank you all for your kind words.  ou will never know what a pick me up it is to her from each o you!  Its like havng a family away from my family!