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Wow time is just ticking by. Cant believe my Angel has been gone 3 months this Sat. The day I lost her I never though I could ever go on and here is is three months later. My life goes on yet a part of me is still trapped on August 18th. I still cry daily and sometimes its hard to sleep. Sometime I wanna scream and say its not fair. I try so had to be there for my friends who have just had babies yet feel that I was cheated in a way. I always find myself wishing I had held her longer hoping I never forget her tiny face, and hand. Hopeing she know how much her dad and I love her and miss her. Hoping one day Ill be able to remember her without burting into tears and feeling like its my fault. Hopeing one day Ill get the chance to have another baby and for her to know we are not trying to replace her. I just hope she know how much she has change my life, not so much in a bad way, But i have changed and I think that it is for the better. I just miss her and wish I could hold her one more time! ***Although I held you in my arms only minutes I will hold you in my heart forever***