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6 MONTHS Gosh I can believe that is has been six months since our beautiful daughter was born and passed. I never throught that the day would come where I would be celibrating, her passing instead of her birth. In the beginning everyone said "oh time will heal your pain" when really time doesn't heal anything, its just with time you learn to live with the pain. To heal would be to forget and I will never forget. I still have good days and bad, more good now. I choose not to live my life like nothing happened. I choose to remember my daughter. She is still my daughter. And when people ask how many children I have I say two, because i still feel like her mother i just say "I am blessed I have a two year old and an angel to watch after us all." Losing my daughter has taught me so much and for that I will always thank her. I do not take anything for granted. I tell myself that God has a plan for each of us and that he most have loved Trinity so much that he wanted her home with him. I have found strenght in some of the most unlikely people. Old Friends, old enemys, family, strangers. SHARE has been one of my greatest supports. The March of Dimes is amazing for creating such a wonferful tool for all the mothers of angels out there. Derek: I love ya boo...Thanks for being there for me... Together we made one of Gods most beautiful angels. To my family: Thanks for supporting me in everything. Without all of you I dont know how Derek and I could have got through this difficult time. You guys have all gone above and beyond for us. We can never thank you enough for all that you have done. Cara- Girl you know how I feel about you. Thanks for always being on the other end of the line and just listening, You dont know how much that open ear heled me out. My life will never be the same, and im okay with that. Like I said "Im blessed with an amazing family and friends....and an angel to watch over all of us."