There are often moments as an angel mom where a small moment can cause that wave of emotion to hit. taking you back to those moments where you had to say goodbye to you sweet child. Sometime it can be a song, something on tv, anything.. Today I signed into Facebook and I am the member of many loss groups. On my wall was this picture of a beautiful baby girl. She is the baby girl of another loss mom. on the Top is said about welcoming baby "Trinity Grace" Immediately I found my self wanting to cry and scream at the top of my lungs, Trinity was my babys name, that her name! the rollercoaster ride started then and it hasn't stopped. Maybe its hitting so hard because her 7th birthday is fast approaching. I miss her. As I sat and watch Jadon sit with Jaxson in his lap reading to him, I wondered what it would be like with a little girl sitting there next to them. I hate that my three kids will never be in the same room together. tonight I miss her! I miss her a lot. wish I could hug her one more time, kiss her tiny nose, hold her close to my heart! I just really miss her!
Sending you a million hugs. I know what those feelings are like. Those feelings of wishing for one more moment, one more kiss, one more snuggle, one more hug. Knowing that they will never come is often a hard pill to swallow. So many times I look at the three girls and wonder what my life would be like. I have no words of wisdom for you, no advice to dull the pain. All I can tell you is that I am always here for you, I will always be just a phone call, text, skype chat or flight away. Our angels brought us together and together they watch over us. I
I tend to find myself wishing for another moment as well. So hugs, Hugs, HUGS to you.
Sending love.
Aww, hugs momma!! I'm sure that her birthday coming up soon is adding to this whole mix of emotions. Been thinking a lot about you!
Stacy
lots of hugs!
Hugs Samantha