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Samarella's Journal

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Five years ago at this moment I was being emergency EVACed to a hospital an hour away fighting to survive my blood pressure being so high only to find out at 9am the following morning that there was nothing more that could be done to keep me pregnant. I was very sick, my organs were starting to fail and the only way to stop it all was to deliever our daughter 15 weeks to soon. We knew her chances were slim do to other complications she was having growth wise. My world was spinning out of control and with the Mag they were giving me I couldnt even grasp at anything the octors were saying. I dont remember a lot from that day. I HATE THAT. I hate the mag made me so foggy. I just wish I could go back to that day and have five more minutes!

  • Ah honey, I'm so sorry. I hate that so many of you mommies have to these anniversarys. Happy Birthday to Trinity! I know she is watching over you and celebrating big with all the Share angel babies.

    I'm a good listener if you ever want to just vent!

    Big hugs to you sweetie!

    xoxo

    Jessica

  • Happy 5th Birthday Trinity. I am sure she is having a huge birthday party with all the other angels. I can't imagine how hard today is going to be for you but please know that I am here for you, all the time. I hope Trinity's birthday is everything you need it to be.

    Tons of hugs,

    Laura

  • I'm so sorry, today marks 2 months since my little one left us. This is something that no parent should have to go thru.

    Love,

    Marlen

  • Happy Birthday Trinity! Sending you hugs today! Hope you had a peacefull day as you remember Trinity. Hugs to you as our babies share the same angelversary.

    ((Big Hug))

    Laura