Samarella's Journal

bid day Monday (repost from myspace blog)

  • The first of school can be a sad and happy moment at the same time.  One is that your baby is growing up and the good is that your doing a good job being a great mother, kudos to you.

    I'll be thinking of you tomorrow as you celebrate Trinity's birthday.  Those days can be so tough.  I just passed the first birthday and I gotta say, I can't even begin to imagine the forthcoming birthdays will be like.

    Hang in there.


  • Sweetie,

    Just know that I am right there beside you.  We lost Abigail on the 18th as well.

    I'm so sorry that you are having to go through the grief of losing your precious daughter.  It's so difficult, I know.  

    Unfortunately, I don't think we will ever fully understand "why."  We just have to take this one day at a time.

    Your doing amazing and I'm so proud of you.  I know Trinity is proud of her Mommy too!!

    Thinking of you.