Samarella's Journal

coming to terms...

  • Hugs to you!!  I'm sorry that you're even having to deal with these emotions and thoughts.  This is definately not what I'd planned for my life either.  We'll take it one step at a time I guess.


  • I know that each and every one of our losses is different yet the same in some way. While I am that mother to all girls I still have a very large hole in my heart and an empty seat at my dinner table. I will never mother another child because medically it is just not an option. It is so hard. Like Tracy said not what I pictured for my life. Sending you lots and lots of hugs as your special girls days approaches.



  • I so hear you.  That mother daughter makes me so sad that we don't get to have it.  I love my boys too, beyond all words, but I miss my little girl (and all things mother/daughter-related).  Randi's birthday is coming up too (8/23) so I'm really right there with you.

    Big big hugs!


  • I know that even for non-angel mommas - mommas who have never had a loss, it can be hard to come to terms with being done with having kids.  It can be difficult to come to terms with not having more.  As an angel momma, I think it just makes coming to terms with that that much more difficult.  

    We're with you on this journey.  One day at a time.