Samarella's Journal

First major Holiday With an Angel

  • I'm sorry you are hurting so much.  I'm sure that tomorrow will be a tough day for you.  I'll be thinking of you.



  • I know how hard it I celebrated my birthday yesterday without 2 of the persons I love most..Alexander & my mom!!!!!

    I feel like you I dont want to do anything but I do try...Please know that if I could I would bring back your sweet Angel as well as all the share angels..Know that you are loved & your sweet angel is looking down at you & sending you sweet kisses, that gives me a little peace & also doing things in Alex's name (memory).

    Please know that I am here for you and I care so know you can count on me. I hope tomorrow goes by fast as we miss so very much our angels. Please take care.


    Alex's mom

    My Vanilla Puddin' Alexander

  • You know what?  It is okay to cry in the middle of Thanksgiving festivities, especially if you are going to be around are brave......I stayed home away from people for a while.

    Thinking of you.


  • I'm so sorry for your loss and I wish I could answer your questions.  It's not fair that you and other good people lose their babies so early.  My sister has lost three. . . I would love to say you move on, but I know my sister thinks of her little girls daily. Juliann was born Oct 15, 1997, Bethany Rose Dec 26, 1999, Brittany Grace Feb 2000.

    Its okay to cry, it is okay to grieve, it is okay to be mad, don't let anyone tell you it is not.