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I want...

Having a rough few days, Im going to appologize in advance for this blog... I feel overwhelmed and I have no idea why. I still havent gotten my AF, I am now officially 2 months late, I havent had a period since sept 8th and I just dont understand it anymore. I am trying to hold on to the throught that it will happen when its meant to but I feel like Im the butt of some joke, Like haha she want a happy, healthy baby lets not let her get her AF for months and trick her into thinking shes preggo and then snatch it away! I know this it completely crazy but its how I feel. Why cant just this one thing be easy, havent I been through enough, havent so many of us been to hell and back... cant this one thing goes as planned without bumps in the road. All I want it to have a normal happy health pregnancy when a child it born to be put onto my chest, without being rushed away to a NICU or to be born know that she is going to pass in my arms because "there in nothing they an do" I just want what so many other people have, I want....

  • Big hugs momma.  You deserve only roads that are easy.

    For what it's worth, I highly recommend the book Taking Control of your Fertility- it's amazing- you'll know more about what your ovaries are doing than you ever wanted!

    xoxo

    Lauren

  • Not sure if you've done it yet, but probably time to see a dr.  I know there are some issues with that but there may be other things going on that are a bigger impact than you realize.  

    I'll keep crossing my fingers that your AF comes soon and you can keep moving forward.  

    HUgs,

    Jackie

  • Hugs to you!!  

    Julie

  • I'm sorry for all of the bumpy roads.  I wish things could be easier.  I so wanted and still wish for the same thing:)

    I had some very strange and super irregular months myself last year.  I was stressed and I've been told that could be a factor.  My OB told me that if things didn't get "normal," she'd want to run more tests, etc.  

    Hoping things are better soon in that department.

    Thinking of you,

    Lindsay

  • I hear what you're saying!!!  why can't something be easy for us, right.  

    I would also find a doctor that you trust and will listen to what you have to say; it might take awhile to find one, but keep looking!

    I hope AF arrives soon!

    Jennifer

  • Samantha...you so deserve a bump-free road!!!  I wish that for so many on this site and in this world!  I wish that me wishing would make it so.  Since it doesn't work that way, I will send good vibes and hugs your way and keep you in my thoughts!  Keep us posted!!!

    Love,

    Megan.

  • Hugs to you! I hope you will be able to get some answers and peace soon. I've been thinking of you often. Take care

    Laura

  • Millions and millions of hugs to you!

    Katie