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A year ago I was dreading Jadon starting school! I would cry thinking that him being in school was a BIG sign that my little man is growing up... WAY TO FAST. Now here I sit in tears after writing my Facebook status about tomorrow being Jadons end of the year party for the parents. I cant believe how fast this year has flown by, I cant believe how fast the past 6 years have flown by! My little man who decided to enter this world when HE WAS READY giving his daddy and I a scare. My little (well not so little) 6lb 2oz 34 weeker is now a 3 1/2 foot 45 lb all boy soo to be 1st grader! I think back to when he was little and the many trip to the ER because he was having trouble breathing. When he crawled and walked it broke my heart because from that moment on he didnt want to be carried. There is no more "mommy can you help me' its now "mommy I can do it all by myself" there is no more him holding onto my leg going into school now its "mommy can you drop me off at parent pickup so I can walk in all by myself like my friends" . Its the turn of the head when I kiss him goodbye cause his friends are looking. Or the wispers "I love you" so his friends dont here. It amazing how much I dreaded all that. When he wouldnt need me as much as he did when he was smaller! It breaks my heart to see him grow up but I am relieved that he is growing up into such an amazing little boy... no longer my little "BOO" as I called him! In his classroom his teacher has these before and after papers. Its the same worksheet just one was done the first week of school and the other about a week ago. It was a box and under it was lines to write sentences. Well his first paper was a bunch of scribbles and the other was actual sentences that he had written all by himself. Talking about what he like to do outside! It was a complete wake up call on just how much he had learned throughout the school year! Last week I asked him what he wanted to be when he grew up and he said a Scientist and an artist. Those two things desribe my son soo much. He love to figure things out.. take it apart fix it and want to know how and why things work. He also love to draw... he is actually a very very good artist and sometime I am soo amazed at the detail of some of the art he brings home from school! SO TOMORROW I will be heading to his class as we celibrate his last few days of school! The teacher has made a slide show on this year and I know Im going to be balling like a baby. I truely wish his sister was here to go with me tomorrow. The reality that this may be my very last kindergate graduation floors me! But Im going to try my hardest tomorrow! SOOO NOT READY FOR THIS!