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Samarella's Journal

sad.. but excited

So one of my best friends came over today and we had to sneak away from the men because she was a week late.. so I ran her to the store got her a pregnancy test and.... SHES HAVING A BABY! im very excited for her and I pray that she doesn't miscarry like her last one, she wass 8 weeks. BUT im sad... I was kinda hoping that I would be prego this month and that I would be traveling to Atlanta with a big ol'belly! and yes there is still an chance Im on a two week wait.. but the reality if im not will just be sooo much to handle! I really want to be happy for her and I am but I feel as though deep down im a little jealous!

  • Wow, that's great, congratulations to her and I'll be keeping her in my thoughts hoping for a happy healthy full term baby!  I'm so sorry, I'm in the 2ww too and hoping for a big fat belly around SU time too!  Though if I do I probably won't be able to make it out...  Big hugs!

    Stacy

  • That is great news for her. Hopefully you will be getting the same news soon!

    Katie

  • Ohh Samantha, I've so been there.  I wanted so badly to be happy for my best friend when she announced her pregnancy but I'd just had a miscarriage and so I was so sad for myself and happy for her and it was just so messed up.

    Don't be too hard on yourself.  I'm sure she understands why you might be a bit down while still being thrilled for her.

    I hope this month is it for you!!

    Thinking of you.

    Tommie

  • It's tough to know how to celebrate with others when you wish is was you too.

    I'm thinking of you!!

    Tracy

  • Congratulations to her! And I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!

    Jill