Share Your Story

So the Share UNION is a little less than two months away and I soo want to go. I want to meet all you wonderful women who have supposted me over the past three years. Whenever Im having a rough day I can come on here and find the most compationate women ever! (who never comment on my horrible spelling LOL) Some of you have angels as I have and completely understand my "bad" days. You understand what it means when somone askes you how many children you have and you have to stop and think do I say two but ones in heaven and fear you may have made that person sad or say one to aviod the next group of how old questions... yet by saying one you feel as though your heart is breaking! I want to meet those women who agree when I see a women drinking and smoking when shes pregnante and I get so mad off cause she has no idea what shes doing and how lucky she is... yet you all understand!! No one gives you a book on how to deal with the loss of a child, no one tells you what to expect it just hits you like a ton of bricks and your living your worst night mare! Yet you all made me understand the most important thing.... "I WASNT LOSING IT" everything I was thinking and feeling was all normal and that it was okay to cry and talk about her, it was okay to remember my angel even if it made other people uneasy! She IS my daughter and I love her and miss her and Im proud of her for teaching me the most important less in my life! Thank you all soo much for your constant suppost and loving words you all will never know how much it has helped me in my healing! I love you all and PRAY that I get to finally meet you all this year ! If you read this let me know if you"ll be attending or if you need a roomie because I am looking for one! :)