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As many of you who read my past few blogs ... there is a chance I pregnant... Im not sure yet if I am but if the calculations are right then there is a strong chance I might be. We were not "trying" because I have been working on getting myself in shape and have even lost 37lbs and been hitting the gym twice a day! I figured that if I got myself in the best possible shape that I could be in then the chances are alot better to try again I was goaling for August! But the unexpected always happens and when I looked at the calender I realized that my hubby and I "celibrated" the new year and I was ovulating. Its been two year and five months since I lost my daughter and out of impulse I gave EVERYTHING away... crib, stroller/carseat, clothes everything. Im kinda of scared since we have lost one but hopefull since I do have a four year old who was a preemie but relatively health! A friend of mine came in with her new born baby (2weeks) and she is soo cute it gave me baby fever bad! I guess that If I do find out I am I wont be dissappointed but I will be scared! and Im sure If I find out Im not Ill be upset. But just as Gods plan was to rush my angel ^trinity^ back to heaven. Ill leave it in God hand... Everything happens for a reason right?