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So I though I was doing really well with the whole grieving process. WEll as well as you would expect a women who just lost a child to be doing 7 months later. I mean I stop crying myself to sleep. I am eating simi normal again. I am able to be around preganante woman with out secretly hating them. Over all I felt I was adjusting to the fact that I am a mommy to an angel. I love my angel and I think ogf her everyday. But that all changed last night. I was doing a Princess House Party last night, and all the Ladies were that and we were about to start. The hostess came in and told me that their was two girls that just called and said that were on their way. So we waited. The first girl came in and she had the cutiest little baby. I asked her how old she was and she said 7 months. I knew that we just passed Trinitys seventh month. I asked her her baby's bday she said August 16th. Her beautiful baby was born just two days before my angel was born and taken. See this baby standing up, whinning, playing with toys, putting everything in her mouth. ... I t broke my heart. Thats what my angel would be doing if she hadn't been taken. Its stopped me dead in my tracks almost took my breath away. I miss my angel so much and wish I could just hold her one more time. Time is flying by so fast. I cant believe that its been 7 months. Im trying to keep up, trying to keep up with my husband, my two year old, and my new business. but sometimes I just want a break from it all. I dont want to be a mommy of an angel. I want to be the mommy of a beautiful 7 month old baby that is full of smiles and coes. I know im just going on thanks for listening to me rant.