Samarella's Journal

Waves of emotion drowning me!

  • What kind of friend deletes you for MOD posts?!! I just want to smack her!! I'm sorry that you've been having some bad days here lately.  We're all here if you need to talk :)

  • Was this "friend" afraid that what you were telling about through your MOD posts would happen to her??  I can see how it would be hard to see and hear if you were fearful of that, but to delete you as a friend is kind of crazy.  

    We both know that "bad days" are there and always will be.  Hugs to you!!


  • Urgh, sorry about the friend deleting you.  Many know that I know nothing about FB, but that's not cool that doesn't sound like a friendly thing to do. This is only a guess, but sometimes people are so afraid that they just react badly.  It's no excuse though.  I remember so many pregnant people staying away from me when we lost our son including my own sister.  It's so okay to have those good and bad days.  We are only human.

    Big hugs,


  • I always say that this is the worst way to meet some of the best friends. I am so sorry that you are hurting so much. Just know that we are here for you.


  • Love what Katie said (I'm stealing it).  :P

    As far as the friend on FB, maybe there is more to the story.  During PAM I was posting a lot of stuff and one women wrote "Stop bringing me down".  A couple of Share friends jumped all over her but they didn't know the real story is that she lost a child and it just hurt her to be reminded of it all the time.  We all grieve differently, so do what feels right to you and to heck with everyone else.



  • Reason number 569,403 that I'm not on Facebook! ;) Deletion Drama (and um I think I just coined a new phrase... Webster dictionary better give me credit! ;) )

    Your love for Trinity is in no way tied to the amount of tears you cry.  Not in the least.  Every step you've taken since she was born, whether it be with tears, smiles or laughs has been a step touched by Trinity.  It matters little what you are doing, she's with you each step.

    Many hugs,


  • Anyone who has been in our shoes totally gets what you're saying. It makes perfect sense. It's hard not to feel bad about feeling good, but it's really better that way. I hope you are feeling better.


  • Samantha,

        Makes perfect sense to me.  I haven't cried in so long, and it hurts almost more than being in that acute pain by itself!  Sending tons and tons of hugs your way!