Wow, to type that name after almost 4 yrs of you being gone. I miss you so much that I cry everytime I talk about you. I still cant believe you are gone. I am so sorry i dont know what happened. I just know I woke up in the middle night in a pitch dark room. I didnt need a light to know that there was something with my son. I started cpr called 911. I did cpr from my living room floor to my friends backseat to the ambulance that was a total of 58 mins and never stopped. It still wasn't good enough. The nurse and doctors all gave me praise but I could tell it still wasn't enough. I broke my foot on the way to backseat with wyatt. I wouldnt leave my sons side no matter what until the police came to investigate. I did and gave everything asked that way I could go back to my son. Now mind you while this all going on. I am getting blamed for murdering my son by my then boyfriend/father of all my kids. Jarrett thinks I did this to wyatt because he was put getting high, cheating on me in more ways then one. No thank you, there is no way hell I would hurt my son or other children over that piece of poop. The doctors at Pheniox children's are the worst. They told me they dont keep dead babys on machine and then unplugged him behind our backs. I never got to hold have the tubes and everything came over. I am still losing it just typing this. I cant handle the grieve. I tried and I become a horrible drug addict that almost killed myself. I had to carry around my sons autopsy report because Jarrett and his family told everyone how I murder jarretts son. Now mind you Jarrett as never done a thing for this little boy just runs around sells drugs and everything else. That's how he got kicked out. I need help I dont know how it to handle this at all. I still cant stop crying . It's almost been 4 yrs and I am still stuck at the beginning. The one person that true understands is in jail and become a real junkie. I hate being a burden and idk what that is. I just want to be able to start talking about wyatt. He was such a hearted baby and always smiled. Holy *** kid I miss you so bad that it hurts to breath at points. I hope you know that I cant wait to hold you kiss you. Well I dont think they are trying to hid you but it's hard for your siblings to understand they are little still. I wanted to thank you for send me your little Memphis omg you two could of been twins I love it. I hope you say the shirt I made that said hand picked out of heaven by my older brother. I really miss you baby boy. I know you saw everything that happened. I am sorry you had to see all the stuff going on lately. But like I said losing a child can cause all sort of drama. But I am here if you ever want to stop by and give your momma a kiss. Have fun my baby boy and I love you to Infinity and beyond
Duele muchísimo la perdida de un hij@, lo lamento, yo entiendo a la perfección tu dolor, he perdido a un hijo, mi primer hijo a las 33 semanas dentro de mi vientre
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