I just read your post and wanted to tell you how sorry I am for the loss of your baby boy. I know how your heart is breaking and aching for him. We heard those same fateful words of " no heartbeat" a decade ago now. It still hits me like a ton of bricks when I really pause to remember that day. I too felt like something just wasn't right. I hadn't felt a lot of movement and when I arrived at the hospital, he was already in heaven. Hold onto your husband and your daughter. Lean on each other and let those tears full of love fall. He is your son, your baby, and always will be.
Thinking of you and sending you all strength,