Hello, my name is Lindsey, I’m 26 years old. I am married to the love of my life and we’ve been together for 5 years. I have 3 daughters, 2 at home and 1 in heaven. I just lost my youngest baby girl at 19 weeks 5 days on February 1st 2020 due to Cloaca, no king development as well as because of the cloaca her kidneys and bowels ruptured. We got to hold and baptize her in the few (5) minutes she was alive in mommy and daddies arms. It’s still really hard. I feel lost. My older 2 daughters keep me going but I am absolutely heart broken.