I am very sorry for your loss. I truly understand how you feel. Since I am going through the same situation. I lost my beautiful daughter Emma Marie almost a week ago. I was 36 weeks pregnant. Monday February 15th after work, I noticed that I didn’t feel her moving to much. Tuesday morning I called my doctor to informed him, I was told to go to hospital to monitor baby, I also was told same horrible words “ we are sorry, there is no heartbeat” . I used to call her my COVID baby too. I have cried every single day after that. Grief comes in different shapes so I guess its ok to feel angry, guilty, or sad. I don’t know what else to tell you to make you feel better because I know there is nothing to say. I will keep your angel Avni in my prayers.
I hope God gives us both the strength to find peace and beauty in life again.
I am really sorry.