Hi, I can’t give you hope with a rainbow story because I’m not there yet either. But I read your story and wanted you to know that you’re not alone. I gave birth on May 1st to a 38 week baby boy who we loved dearly. I had been to the doctor the week prior and the baby had a heart beat, 4 days later in the ER, the doctors said they could not find a heartbeat. My husband and I have been devastated. We’re trying to take it step by step, day by day. One thing that’s stuck with me is a family friend told us sometimes there isn’t an explanation that will suffice, that sometimes bad things happen to good people. The journey forward is going to be tough, but you will make it through. I pray for the both of us that we never forget the impact that our little one had on the world and in our hearts, but that we’re able to heal from the grief, be a support to someone else and deliver a happy, healthy baby in the future.