I know when you first see this title is a HUGE contradiction. I had my son King Joisah Sims and he was delivered by way of stillbirth at 36 weeks and 2 days. I had just gone on maternity leave the day prior. It was one of the worst days of my life after the loss, I begin seeking God out, sometimes questioning my faith as if I didn't pray hard enough but God let me know that he never left my side and that my son was in paradise. I am sure I will see him again and that I will finally see his beautiful big brown eyes as I imagine they would be. I have decided to press through my pain and pursue purpose of sharing my story only to find out there are so many mothers going through the same thing. I never thought that over 24,000 parents in the USA alone per year would lose a child or multiple children each year to stillbirth. I begin to pray again, read the bible and inspirational books, devotionals and just spent time to heal. I was able to have another child in 2016 and he looks just like my son King. Throughout my journey over the past three years gave me so much inspiration and material I was able to put everything together and wrote a book. God is so good because he sought fit to birth a book through little me. He said it was time to show others healing can take place after loss and I stepped out in faith and did just that.