I, too, am a loss mom to twin boys who were born at 22w5d in march 2007. It had taken many years of infertility treatments to conceive them, and I was lost.
I struggled again to get pregnant and had to resort to IVF. I did get pregnant with a singleton, who was full term. She just turned 10.
After I lost my sons, I met with a high-risk doctor who helped establish a plan for any pregnancies going forward. Having that plan in place helped ease my fears somewhat, although I will admit it took me most of that pregnancy before I exhaled.
I hope you will check in and let us know how you are. We are here to support you.
Priyanka, I am so sorry that I missed your post. Thank you for sharing your story. I am sorry to hear about your loss.