My name is Helen and 35years old and have been married for 7years. We have been trying to get pregnat and it was so difficult, on Feb 12th 2019 I found out I was pregnant! I and my husband was so happy! I was so excited about it, it was like a dream come thru!! All the ultrasounds,bloodwork and Dr visits was good no problems with my pregnancy! I was so happy seeing my body and tommy changing .
July 6th my water broke at 23weeks and I went into labor, on july 9th I gave birth to my little princess mercy, she struggled to live but we couldn't help her! My world came crumbling, my heart was ripped apart, my happiness disappeared, I cried my eyes out, I weepied like a child, is difficult for me to move on!! I and my husband cant believe such will ever come our way!!! My heart is really broken and am scared of getting pregnant again!! I pray God help me to over come fear and this feelings!! You wont understand the feeling of loosing a child unless you have been there!! I cry everyday, nothing seems to make me happy anymore! Is so difficult to move on!!!