My borrowed angel Jahsiri

I have been trying to have a baby for 3 years and failed but finally I was ready I had a cervical cercelage in place I took my prenatal medication and was ready with all her gears at 37 weeks I had my cervical cercelage removed was having contractions and had my 1st 3D ultrasound I saw her I heard her heart beat and was sent home I did feel much movements 3 days after I had a doctor's appointment and her heart beat was not found she has died in me 38 weeks 5 days 8lb 3oz my angel was borrowed it makes no sense I begged on 4 different occasions for the doctors to take her as i felt something wrong and now she is gone today makes it 52 days after and I still feel it like things morning it makes no sense none at all I did everything I was told to do ......

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  • So sorry to hear about the loss of your baby girl. The pain unfortunately never goes away. Its still hard to this day and its been 11 years since we lost our first son. Take all the time you need to grief. Prayers for you.